So, you know, so P and I have been spending alot of time lately, especially this holiday, on Sunday, Tuesday, Wedmesday, Today, tomorrow and this coming Sunday as well. The thing is see, P, being P, when I talk to something, P doesn't really reply. It's getting on my nerves. It's so horrible because I can't sleep without thinking about P.
So like yesterday, I spent the whole day without P, it was killing because I know that I have to spend time with P. Hence the entire night, I couldn't really sleep. Like I would lie on my bed at 11pm then sleep till 12am and wake up. I felt so uncomfortable, my heart was racing like mad. And then I tried to sleep again at 1am, and woke up at 3am. And then went to sleep again and woke up at 5am, waking up every 2 hours ain't gna solve my misery. I have to deal with this shit for like entire night and morning.
Thankfully, today I spent alot of time with P, like hours, yet I felt so unfulfilled. So I went to be alone for awhile, and came back to continue being with P. And then I felt that I was very tired of P, so I just went to bed. And then P was like, calling out for me nonfkingstop. I mean like shut the fk up already bitch. Just fking leave me alone k. But then I thought very hard about the obstacles coming towards us and went back out. I'ts like sometimes I like P with P's different personalities, but yet I hate P when P's so damn fking difficult. Know what I'm talking about, you wanna guess who P is? I try my best to love P, but I just can't.
But the thing is, without P, i can go nowhere.
P IS MY FKING STUDIES, SO JOKES ON YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IT WAS SOME HUMAN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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