Friday, September 13, 2013

A Forbidden Love

Love makes the world go around, it's like the creation of all the drama shows, it's the creation of the music industry, it's the creation of the world. It's so easy yet so hard. It's so simple yet so complicated. I mean what's the problem with, I love you and you love me without any other things in between. Right? It's so hard to love something that I can't. Let me tell you my story, okay, I'll name this thing P.

So, you know, so P and I have been spending alot of time lately, especially this holiday, on Sunday, Tuesday, Wedmesday, Today, tomorrow and this coming Sunday as well. The thing is see, P, being P, when I talk to something, P doesn't really reply. It's getting on my nerves. It's so horrible because I can't sleep without thinking about P.

So like yesterday, I spent the whole day without P, it was killing because I know that I have to spend time with P. Hence the entire night, I couldn't really sleep. Like I would lie on my bed at 11pm then sleep till 12am and wake up. I felt so uncomfortable, my heart was racing like mad. And then I tried to sleep again at 1am, and woke up at 3am. And then went to sleep again and woke up at 5am, waking up every 2 hours ain't gna solve my misery. I have to deal with this shit for like entire night and morning. 

Thankfully, today I spent alot of time with P, like hours, yet I felt so unfulfilled. So I went to be alone for awhile, and came back to continue being with P. And then I felt that I was very tired of P, so I just went to bed. And then P was like, calling out for me nonfkingstop. I mean like shut the fk up already bitch. Just fking leave me alone k. But then I thought very hard about the obstacles coming towards us and went back out. I'ts like sometimes I like P with P's different personalities, but yet I hate P when P's so damn fking difficult. Know what I'm talking about, you wanna guess who P is? I try my best to love P, but I just can't.

But the thing is, without P, i can go nowhere. 

P IS MY FKING STUDIES, SO JOKES ON YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IT WAS SOME HUMAN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

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